I have a hard time explaining the desire of sex dolls

My girlfriend doesn’t know my sexual doll wish. Also, I don’t think she will understand. Not because of intolerance, because it is just a very tolerant person… this is one of the reasons I like it. But just because it is difficult to explain and express this desire. By the way, a year ago, if I was told that I would be attracted to sex doll. I will answer: in your dreams. Unfortunately, people will quickly judge when they don’t understand. However, in the same situation, they will review their views. This is true for everything.